don't try to be someone you're not.

don't ever let yourself be bored.

メーリ・クリスマス！

白雪姫

赤頭巾ちゃん～

disappeared. everyone has to do that every once in a while.

so scared of forgetting all my Japanese, though...how will i get any practice now? ugh

i always try my best to set myself up for success.

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just discovered the digital sticky note app on my new laptop. fuck yeahhhhhh digital sticky notezzzz

lololololol the cats in this video

nerding out

phew. my life just become more uncomplicated. real life, here i come.

oftentimes it's fear that motivates me.

i guess i'm just not afraid anymore.

can't wait to be a self-sufficient human being. begging my parents for money to help pay my rent does horrible things to my self-esteem.

i need this dress

not really with it at this point but what does it matter.
there's a medicine for that. i'll get it someday.

life!! what will happen?! the anticipation is killing me.

pretty

i can do it i can do it i can do it

i'm a valuable person

絶対見たいぃぃぃぃ！一回見始めたけど寝ちゃった。

T__T

i suppose my being indecisive and wishy-washy about important life decisions is really me trying to avoid the mythical "wrong choice." i really just wish there was a right choice.

upon contemplating goals for my future life, i've determined that i do not want to drink every night...i may have to create some new hobbies for myself.

melancholy/anxiety

I finished reading the Tale of Genji! Life accomplishment #__.

How did I not know about Muji?

hardy har har

<3

Goner Records

Luv learning new things every day. Luv living lyfe.

i want more tattoos! get me a sweet job so i can pay for them!

this night...what is with it. guess i'm just cranky, y'all.

lol
nancy pelosi with magic johnson

i can't do everything that everyone asks of me right now. it's just not possible. sorry.

Perfect Halloween costume

i hereby resolve to buy more records

how will i fund this

WHAT'S NEXT, LIFE TELL ME PLZ

i think i need adderall

<3

realized i don't think i wanna go to grad school this next year. eep. hello job search. what now? wish me luck?? i wanna say i'll move most anywhere for a (salaried?) job. still gotta talk to the kg about this.

the return of my chinese, japanese penpal. she doesn't speak english. i certainly don't speak chinese. this japanese is about to get weirrrrrrrd.

so what i understand about professional wine tasting is:

1. you spin the wine around in the glass for like two minutes
2. you "smell" the wine for "notes"
3. you take a sip and swish it around in your mouth for like a minute
4. you spit it out in a bucket (why the hell would you swallow it?)

Wine Library TV

this cat is breaking my heart

Dad's doing well, although he looks a bit like the invisible man

song o' the week

THIS EPIC PROBLEM'S NOT A PROBLEM FOR ME

i'm a sickie again

At work in my religious studies library sorting new mail and magazines--

From Christianity Today: "The Case for Early Marriage, Settling down sooner than later has never made more sense"

O rly? In a country with a 50% divorce rate, I highly doubt this.

lolol bear w/ boobs

when will i start studying for this final tomorrow??

kyle made a cp set list on the back a ripped up flier of this photo once upon a time long ago.
had no idea it was my guilty pleasure, little joy, taped up on my wall.

song o' the week

thelma and louise, you make me want to

A ride in a thunderbird everyday
B drink wild turkey

i'll do the easier of these two very soon.

Hadouken

in commemoration of getting back from japan a year ago...

maybe the only house/warehouse showspace in all of tokyo. highti near yahiro station.

so proud of myself right now!

fuck the weekend's already over

-first visit to town topic=delish strawburrry milkshake, must return to eat tots and fries
-tearing up to death cab------>must be pms

today i made potato salad for the first time. now a true american

Today:

• bruno--6.0
• white sangria
• leg hicky from a sticky chair(!)
• possible translating work
• so many free snacks
• volcano
• little bird
  
• good. day.
  
• went home 'early'
  

i have 15$ in my account.
i just bought 5$ worth of animal keychains.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

HOLY FUCK

leg tattoos are generally fugly but not this one

It's a little sad that I'm looking forward to going to Ohio with my mom, but you know what--Amish-town can be fun.

From the old country or whatever

I'd love to see this film adaptation of the Chinese legend that Dragonball is based on. Looks badasssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

h8 cold medicine. shit fucks me up. out of body experience baby. i don't dig it.

Obama sushi lol

i want to learn this and the korean alphabet. love this shit.

today i went to hang out w/ relatives...a sort of mini family reunion. my cousin who's my age told me she's pregnant and i refused to believe her until her mom confirmed. she lied to me all the time when we were younger. here's to turning 22, kids.

today's heat and humidity is kicking my assssssss. toying with the idea of shaving my head cuz this fur is warm....but i won't look nearly as good as amber rose so what's the point.

i'm pretty sure kitty has a kitty mental illness...

i really want a snow cone from here. come with me.

j-poppin

noise complainer is moving out!! ahaha i'm evil

are you kidding me?

forrest whittaker you are such a badass in ghost dog
AND you're friends with the rza

6:30 is waaaaay too early to be talking to the crazy outside our house about snakes

WHAT I LEARNED

when in KC....for god's sake don't go to Mosaic (or the whole Power & Light District, while we're at it)

DO go to the Newsroom and the Sidecar

today i climbed to the top of liberty memorial and it was great

i would like a frosty right now. plz + thx

bike is finally fixed--just realized i'm so outta shape lol

japan has some of the creepiest cannibal serial killers

Tsutomu Miyazaki

ahaha

if i study i start to fall asleep // if i don't study i'm fucking bored

oh wait, either way i'm fucking bored.

wooooeeeeoooo